Sasii

I've experienced quite a lot in my life so far. I've felt like everything was too much — like I was too much for other people, and somehow never enough. Like I always did things wrong, and like I didn't really belong here.

I know that doesn't sound very positive. But I'm telling you all of it because, even after feeling so much of that negativity, you make all of those bad feelings disappear. The way you laugh in your voice messages makes my heart jump two meters into the air.

And the way you reassure me — every single time I feel bad, or not good enough — shows me that I simply hadn't met the right person until now.

I met you on Thundr, which, if you ask me, sounds a little crazy. We had to be online at the exact same moment in our lives — what are the odds of that? And the way we just fit together… I'm honestly speechless when I think about it.

I know I'm not perfect, but I promise I'll give everything I have to treat you the way you deserve to be treated and loved — and to show you that not every man is bad. Well… every man except me, hihi.

You know what's crazy? I've loved before — and yet every time I picture my future, all I can see is the two of us: happy, retired, sitting in our stupid-ass wheelchairs, looking at each other and knowing we had a fucking awesome life together. Ups, downs, and everything in between. Because in the end we'd still have each other, and nothing else would matter.

You make me really happy, Sasii, and I feel so loved whenever I'm talking to you.

I know the distance won't make this particularly easy for us — but I thought I'd steal one little piece of the internet and dedicate it to you. Think of it as a tiny sprout, slowly growing into a tree as time goes on and we learn to love each other better and better. Maybe in 30 or 40 years we'll look back at this and realize how lucky we were to find our love in a world of 8 billion people.

I love you so, so, so much, Sasii.

See you soon — on our first date.